Old Music

Often when I'm in my car I get sick of listening to the same old music that I've been listening to. One day I looked through my cd case and came across my old my chemical romance cd and thout man I loved this band when I was younger. I put the cd in and enjoyed and it wasn't too bad actually; I remembered all the lyrics it's kinda cool.

What will become of me

All my life I've been encouraged to be whatever I want to be and do whatever I want to do. I took the do whatever I want to do way to far, I did whatever I want to do and I probably blew it. Now I sit around thinking about what I'll do and whenever I'm asked what I'll do it's,"leave me alone", "don't ask", "shut up", or what I tell my mom to brighten my day a little bit, "mom I decided I'm not going to college and when I'm 18 I'll move to Vegas". Sometimes I feel bad, my mom actually went to bed crying because of that but everythings cool now. One time I told my mom that I want to be an actress and she laughed; I was a little serious. I don't know what I'll just take life as it comes. For my mom I'm sorry and I'm going to college.

Quick Eating

Oh man! I feel like something bad is going to happen. My stomach is full and the food isn't stacked like tetris. I have committed the worse crime that could ever be committed with food. This should not be done; I ate too fast. Now all that I can do is sit in front of my computer and rant about how stupid I feel, while eyeing a bag of untouched Swedish fish that look so delicious but I know I won't be able to sleep if I eat even one. Oh Swedish fish, why can't you be disgusting and made of dirt so that I won't feel these withdraws. I don't know, I think I will die but my mom thinks I'll be fine; like always.