Old Music

Often when I'm in my car I get sick of listening to the same old music that I've been listening to. One day I looked through my cd case and came across my old my chemical romance cd and thout man I loved this band when I was younger. I put the cd in and enjoyed and it wasn't too bad actually; I remembered all the lyrics it's kinda cool.

What will become of me

All my life I've been encouraged to be whatever I want to be and do whatever I want to do. I took the do whatever I want to do way to far, I did whatever I want to do and I probably blew it. Now I sit around thinking about what I'll do and whenever I'm asked what I'll do it's,"leave me alone", "don't ask", "shut up", or what I tell my mom to brighten my day a little bit, "mom I decided I'm not going to college and when I'm 18 I'll move to Vegas". Sometimes I feel bad, my mom actually went to bed crying because of that but everythings cool now. One time I told my mom that I want to be an actress and she laughed; I was a little serious. I don't know what I'll just take life as it comes. For my mom I'm sorry and I'm going to college.

Quick Eating

Oh man! I feel like something bad is going to happen. My stomach is full and the food isn't stacked like tetris. I have committed the worse crime that could ever be committed with food. This should not be done; I ate too fast. Now all that I can do is sit in front of my computer and rant about how stupid I feel, while eyeing a bag of untouched Swedish fish that look so delicious but I know I won't be able to sleep if I eat even one. Oh Swedish fish, why can't you be disgusting and made of dirt so that I won't feel these withdraws. I don't know, I think I will die but my mom thinks I'll be fine; like always.

Got It

Alright so for a couple of weeks I've been parading around everywhere being cranky because my ipod was missing, now I have it. It turns out that someone tampered with my ipod and somehow it got into the laundry... who did it? I really don't know.... Don't tell me that it was me because I know I plugged it in to my computer at the beginning out break and then I didn't touch it once. Anyways my mom decided that she'd teach me a lesson to never leave my ipod in the laundry.... which I didn't! but yea my mom and my little sister where both in on it... I don't know I guess it's better than really losing it and no I didn't learn a lesson, because I didn't put in in the laundry... JESUS!

ipod

I wish I had my ipod right now. Music would be wonderful. It's funny how I lose my ipod as soon as I get an mp3 player..... Really my plan was to just put movies on my mp3 player and music on my ipod but now I can't find the darn thing and all I have is an empty mp3 player that I don't have movies to put on.... Trust me tracing my steps after a long Christmas break doesn't work, it's impossible because, one it was a long break, two it could be anywhere, and three I don't live alone so anyone could have put it anywhere. It's going to be especially hard to find because I know I plugged it in tho the computer to charge the last time I had it and so I know someone tampered with it.

cranky

Today is another Monday like all of the others; I woke up to my alarm about an hour after it went off, my hair was still wet from the night before, everyone in my house has no idea how annoyed I am with them, and of coarse there is nothing to eat for breakfast. On top of all of this it is raining/snowing outside, so there is no point to come to school in my eyes. I'm sick of school. I don't know how this day will get better and I'm pretty sure that it can't get any worse. Days like these I lose all hope in life, a little dramatic I know but man I'm cranky.

In the pit of my stomach I feel slightly nauseous, and there is a spot on my nail of metallic pink fingernail polish that will not come off no mater how much i scratch, don't suggest nail polish remover because my mom won't buy it. Man, I need a job. I'm nothing without a job, I can't afford gas when I need it, and I can't do what I want when I want to.

In the library right now there are these balls hanging from the ceiling and they are bugging the heck out of me, they won't stop moving, there isn't an even number of them, and I hate it how I can't see the strings they are hanging from..............................

I've had enough

10 Things I Hate

1. When people chomp their food I have a fit. Can't they just take in smaller bites, wash down everything in their mouth, simply close their mouth, or leave the room.
2.The sound of an alarm clock beeping out of control makes the hairs on my back stick up. There is obviously nothing that you or I can do about this; alarm clocks do mean well.
3. I don't hate the people that laugh at everything but I hate it when they laugh at everything. I think it gets annoying and nothing is that funny; this is only justified when you're watching stand up comedy.
4. Warning you right now that I hate when people are always flirting. Just don't do it, people don't like someone who's too eager.
5. I hate when people are nosy and always getting into other people's business. Although I sometimes I can be charged guilty of this, the truth is that I can't stand it.
6.Questions that are obvious drive me up the wall. I think that you should be taking pills if you ask obvious questions.
7. If a person asks me rhetorical questions about being vegan I seriously want to chop of my own hands. Don't be a jerk.
8. People that make fun of handicapped people, I hate; end of story.
9. Closed mindedness makes me nuts. Why can't you just except things? I think what I just said was extremely funny; here I am writing a list of things that I hate.
10. I hate when people make plans to hang out and never come, or call.